Today I broke down and drove through Del Taco for Dinner at about 10pm. I don’t know why my craving for bad food was so strong, but it was really uncanny. As I was driving home hungry, I could not escape the craving to drive through somewhere and eat something terrible. I did my best to minimize the damage, but it certainly wasn’t good.
I drank a glass of Diet Dr. Pepper with the enchiladas at my grand-parent’s place. First time I’ve had any kind of soda/caffeine in a while. I’d actually had a dream I was drinking Dr. Pepper last night, and when we we sat down to eat, my grandfather offered me the diet Dr. Pepper and I just said yes before I could think about it.
All in all, not a great day for my diet.
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oh my god I dream about food all the time. And when I do, its like the focus of my life to have that food. Its really weird. It even happens with stuff I dont like…or didnt like, and then I have it in my dream, am compelled to eat it awake and then, usually, end up liking it or at least feeling better that my dreams are fulfilled. Dreams really do come true.